Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Aku dan Kenangan

Sunyi dan sepi,
Tiada bintang yang berkelipan dilangit yang biru
Tiada kawan untuk ku berkata-kata dan bersenda
Ku nanti dikau,
Dengan harapan yang penuh kasih tak ternilai rasa
Akhirnya yang aku nantikan tak kunjung tiba

Tiada kata tiada pesan untukku yang engkau tinggalkan, sayang
Menghilangkan diri tanpa pesan ku ditinggal
Pada siapa harus ku bertanya pada bulan atau angin lalu
Dimanakah kini kau berada, kasih

Tersenyum aku sambil menitiskan air mata mengenangkan dikau
Yang tinggal hanya gambar jua tandamata dan kenangan
Tiada terduga yang ini harus akan terjadi dimalam begini
Mungkinkah kita kan bersua lagi


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Hari Raya 2006

10 Comments:

Blogger Kak Teh said...

Ood,

Kau dan kenangan
menemani mu menjadi kawan,
pada malam sunyi ketika hati rawan,
kau masih ada kenangan.

Yang ditinggalkan lebih dari kenangan,
kasih sayangnya tetap dalam ingatan,
tetap akan kau rasainya wahai kawan,
kasih seorang ibu, tidak akan kehilangan,
kau juga seorang ibu, bukan?

much love from me.

12:40 AM  
Anonymous Nefertiti said...

darling Ood,
my deepest ta'ziah, love...i'm not good at comforting people..the reason why i didn't call you.
you're in my thoughts and prayers..

6:32 AM  
Blogger Mohd Dzahier said...

I always remember her as someone so comforting like my mom. Its sad to see and to know she is nomore among us.

Just remember she is better now and all we can do is to be better person and she will be happy there.

Ood, I felt deeply for your lost, we have lost the people we knew one by one who showered us with love and care while we were growing up, Felt like walls crumbling upon me.

Just be strong. Please be strong. I know you will be. You have Yam Tuan now, you have Dots and Sun now and you have another one coming... You are the mommy now and you know she always wanted you to be better than her....

Al'fatihah for your mom, ur dad and my dad and all their friends we knew....

9:07 AM  
Blogger anasalwa said...

Ood,
She's always with you, in your heart.
Lots of hugs

6:01 PM  
Blogger Ely said...

oh OOD...hugggssss

u know i sayang u.

9:13 AM  
Blogger anggerik merah said...

Odd dear,

Lovely picture of happy family. Memory of your late mother..

U take care!

10:52 AM  
Anonymous kna said...

Ood,

Selamat Hari Raya!


Rgds,

6:56 PM  
Blogger Theta said...

Ood dear,

Such a beautiful tribute to your late mother.

If it's any consolation, take comfort in knowing that she's in a better place.

*hugs*

8:38 PM  
Blogger Elysha Nur said...

My Dearest Ood,

My deepest condolence, May Allah rest her soul

9:22 PM  
Blogger OOD said...

kak teh,

i cried reading what you wrote. Thank you, kak teh. And you know i sayang you.

Nef,
it doesnt matter. What right words can you say to someone who just lost their mom/dad? No word can ever be the right word. It isnt what you say, or didnt say. I know you are there, despite the miles, despite the silence.. and that is comforting enough.

mohd dzahier,
what can i say? Thanks for sharing my grief which i know you do. You were by her bedside when she was delirious two years ago from after the operation. Even then, i knew as i am sure she did too, how much you care. As much as i care for your parents too.

Alfatihah to our fathers, my mom and their friends.

anasalwa,
ramadhan is ending soon and how my heart dreads the coming of raya. Not a day goes by without me wondering how she is doing in the other world. I worry for her as i would for a living person. I know she hates maggots and the dark, and i worry when it rains.. all worries of the living, of course!
Thanks for the hugs, i sure need them!

ely oh ely,
you know how i laugh at anything everything? I cant this time! and my inability to take her passing lightly, makes me sad even more so!
I sayang you too Ely, and i KNOW.

Anggerik Merah,
yep, pix from last year's raya. I am glad we took that picture. First time ever, that we went to a studio for raya pix. I see why it's necessary now.

kna,
someone told me that tonight is Ramadhan 27th! Ramadhan is ending and i am panicking!
Selamat Hari Raya indeed! We'll be in Kg Talang this raya. When you eat your rendang NS, i probably will be feasting on the same rendang too!

theta,
beautiful but not mine. It is from a song, popular back in the 1980s. I'd like to think that she IS in a better place, just selfish me wants her around still.. And death being so final as it is, and secret, my rindu remains to be an endless longing. And that's where the pain is.

elysha dearie,
thanks. I am healing albeit slowly, but i am healing! Thanks.

12:50 AM  

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